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Two more papers, then I'm free and I'm going to make some changes. I promise that for myself.
Winter morning -leenik (dA)
the leaves on the trees have all wilted and fell,
the birds in the park have sung their last song,
tho it feels like autumn isn't over,
winter's here..
The cold icy winds they burn skin like acid,
The snowflakes keep on falling like heavy tears,
The lake is now dead, now hard,
and nothing can penetrate,
Winter is here.
I wish for the warmth of a sunny day,
Or the lush green grass to stare at all day,
Yet all that's staring at me is white blankness,
No colour, just vast emptiness.
Winter is here.
It'll pass, I know :)
posted @ 11:34 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Regret.
Your heart is so black, it makes me sick.
posted @ 5:45 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Mental Reminder.
Chicks before dicks man.
It should always be that way.
A boy shouldn't be the answer for everything, right?
posted @ 1:09 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Lets paint the canvas bright blue.
I know who I am. I know what I like. I know that it may seem like I don't like I live this life thru others but thats how it is when you don't express your likings. It's what it is when you just keep em inside. And usually it won't bother me but I suppose I'm just scared of being another one of those people who think like others and like the same stuff other people do. I don't think I do. I used to think I was unique or at least slighty different. Is it that these people are slightly different with me?
Who am I? Only I shall know.
Ps: Skin on my face is effin peelin! T_T
posted @ 11:16 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Scooby Snacks for Sandy :)
Hopefully a short update before I begin studying. Been seriously lackin. Anyway, tagged by Sam on what I fear and there's many that's similiar like.. well actually all she said XD Death, scary movies, wiggly shit.. Just refer to hers lol :F
Mm, I would say that I'm scared of.. failing? This is expecially so since my dad is such a successful person and this is all thru hardwork and what he has really is sweet success as in getting to where he is now without the help of anyone else but himself. I really look up to my dad because I think that it's so difficult to pull through especially when you're so poor and you can barely make ends meet. So yes, I don't want to be a failure in life and just well not live up to the standards that my dad has put up.
I fear ghosts :F Scary la deii. Esp when you hear those stories! ._.
I fear REJECTION. Lol.
I fear corpses? O_o
I fear losing all my pictures in my hard drive :O THAT is SCARYyYYYY~~~~
I fear being RAPED. LOL AND LIkE ANY OTHER SUICIDE-ISH moments @_@
And sometimes, I even fear my reflection. hahaha T_T
One thing I'm particularly afraid of is dying in a car accident *TOUCHES WOOODD* cause I feel like it's such a waste to die that way.
Err, I really can't think of anything else. Oh I just am afraid of dead things o.O
Omg I'm so lazy alreadddddy. :( I shall end here!
Oh btw, I miss you Sarah and sorry we don't chat much, I'm trying to cut dwn on chatting time and study more. I hope you understand and don't think otherwise :)
posted @ 8:12 PM
Hello :) I am unpredictable at times and maybe a bit enervating at times but what I enjoy is just a quiet day with friends and family or just reading a good book whilst sitting in a lazy chair :) The simple things in life is what I love. And I would love to live without complications if it is most possible.